Die Reflexion, die ich gerade gelesen habe, hat mich sehr berührt. Besonders interessant vielleicht für alle die, die Gene Key/Tor 26 in ihrem Design definiert haben, aber auch für alle anderen und auch jeden, der keine Ahnung hat, was Human Design eigentlich ist, ein sehr zu empfehlender Text. Findest du dich wieder?
Meine eigene Kurzzusammenfassung:
Früher habe ich es oft erlebt, dass Menschen mich nicht mochten, wenn ich erfolgreich war, wenn mir etwas gelungen ist, das ihnen nicht gelungen ist und das sie eventuell auch gerne gehabt hätten. Weil ich mit dieser Ablehnung nicht umgehen konnte, habe ich Dinge schlechter gemacht, Dinge gar nicht gemacht, mich zurückgehalten.
Wenn ich mich zurückhalte, falle ich in den Schatten, dann missgönne ich anderen ihr Licht, finde bei jeder Person ihre Schwächen, doch eigentlich bin ich dafür da, zu strahlen und das Licht aus anderen heraus zu kitzeln. Genau wie du!
Ich selbst habe das Tor 26 zwei Mal definiert, in meiner Sonne (Radiance) und im Uranus und war sehr berührt von diesen Worten. Oft wird dieses Tor als der „Trickster“ oder „Verkäufer“ beschrieben, die Wortwahl in den Büchern ist nicht schön und ich habe Jahre gebraucht, bis ich mich mit diesem Gene Key anfreunden konnte. Dieser Text von Catalin Pirvu ist so schön, treffend und wie ich finde extrem hilfreich, deshalb teile ich ihn mit euch.

Danke Bella Krystal fürs Teilen!
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Must read especially if you have Gate/Gene Key 26.

@catalinpirvu
I have written in the past about GK 26, and I still have A LOOOOOT to write about it.
This doesn't intend to be an exhaustive take on it, but I felt called to write this and to share it with you:
GK 26 - STOP HIDING YOUR LIGHT
GK 26 Pride / Artfulness / Invisibility is part of the ring of Light, along with GK's 5, 9 and 11. It's also an Ego gene key if you know human design.
Because of its connection with the Splenic awareness center through the 44th Gk, GK 26 has the potential to be very smart (especially street-smart or people-smart).
GK 26 is linked with our feeling of self-worth, self-esteem, and with our immune system.
Just like the role of the immune system is to protect and preserve our health from bacteria, viruses and all sorts of toxins, the role of GK 26 is to keep our Ego, our sense of Self-Worth and Self-Esteem healthy and glowing.
This energy is unmistakable if you encounter it. Really, even those that pretend not to have it, those that claim "I'm not a proud person", are actually afraid of what you might think of them or do if you considered them proud or arrogant.
For the ones who do not understand this gene key, the energy it gives off may seem like a sense of smug superiority, as if somehow the person holding this vibration thinks they're so good, so great, so talented that they're somehow "better than anyone else", or even "The Best", not just in one thing, but in all the things that matter.
Boy is it ever easy for the energy of this gene key to trigger the worst in others, especially their sense of competitiveness and self-righteousness.
If you shine too brightly, the other's sense of jealousy or envy might get triggered, as they wonder "Well why should you shine the brightest and hoard the attention and not me? What makes you deserve attention and great self-esteem more than anyone?"
That's just one side of the coin though, the darker side. On the light side, when someone with GK 26 doesn't hide their light and shines with brilliant inner light, they give others permission to do the same.
Sometimes it's hard to distinguish between negative pride and positive pride, because both will carry the same "prideful" energy.
But negative pride is so impossibly entitled and superior, whereas positive pride is not. That doesn't mean that positive pride is impossible to upset.
Just like a healthy immune system, if the energy of the 26th GK detects a "Virus", it will mobilize for war.
GK 26 is many things, but it is never a pushover. This gene key has grit, it's confrontational, even in its positive side.
But there is a difference though - on its dark side, GK 26 fights against the light, trying to extinguish the lights of others in order that it is the only one that shines, where on its light side, GK 26 fights for the light of others, it is the light's greatest supporter and marketing agent.
GK's 26 business is promoting and convincing others of their own world-view. Not everyone wants to be convinced, sold to, or impressed, and thus the energy of GK 26 may rub many the wrong way.
But there's no denying of its usefulness and necessity in the world. This is not a logical gene key, yet support flows through it. This gene key has one job: Gather support for what they believe in.
Support comes in many forms: trust, money, belief, etc. And it does not need a logical reasoning or proof behind it. Others will believe what the 26th GK will "sell" them. They will believe the heart and confidence that the 26th GK user puts behind their pitch.
Maybe I'm using my own 26th GK's to over-exaggerate and sell you on this, but I don't believe there is such a thing as someone embodying the 26th gk energy who is not trying to sell you something (especially ideas)
We could look at it through the lines:
26.1 - they sell you their Theories, the fruits of their investigation and introspection
26.2 - they sell you their talent or their values
26.3 - they sell you the results of their trial and error process, and also their ideas (3rd line is the line of the mental plane after all)
26.4 - really, I'm not sure of this one, but maybe they sell you in on being a part of their community and contributing to the welfare of the community they are promoting
26.5 - they're selling you their solutions, and this may include actual products if said products provide you with some sort of value, some sort of solution to a problem or situation you have
26.6 - they're trying to sell you on their Philosophy, on their morals, on their Vision, on how they feel the world should be.
And this is not a bad thing. Yes, whenever I'm writing with my two 26.1 gene keys, I am pitching you the fruits of my introspection, my theories and foundation. I'm not claiming it is the truth and you should believe it because I can back it up with facts, but I think you can feel the conviction that comes through those two 26.1 GK's in my profile.
And it's infectious, it's contagious, and sometimes, it can even be convincing, not in the sense that the mind goes "Yeah, sure, I can validate that", but in the sense that it wins the heart over.
Just like the Fox, the totemic animal of the 26th GK steals chicken, the gift of GK 26 is to steal your heart, in a good way.
In the dark side, the shadow of the 26th GK will deplete the light of those it touches.
Negative pride wants to be the only one shining in the room and is so easily offended and afraid of being eclipsed.
The light side of GK 26 will fight too, but not for the same reason. If someone tries to extinguish their light or control it, yeah, the 26th gift will not sit idly by and take it. But not because it wants to be the only one in the room shining.
The 26th GK's gift wants nothing more than to see everyone shining resplendent, beaming with positive pride and a recognition of their self-value and self-worth.
Yes, they will have a grand image of themselves, for Christ's sake, they're supposed to. The 26th GK is The Poster Child for whatever it's selling. It knows it's a star, it knows its brilliance.
And it's unapologetic about it. Pride refuses to bow its head in submission. Pride, positive or negative will never give in, it will never yield. Do you think the immune system will ever yield? No, it won't. It won't just back down and roll over. But positive pride can bow its head in reverence of the Light, the light in all of us.
Negative pride is threatened by other's good opinion of themselves, because "If you're so awesome, what will people think of me? Won't they think less in comparing me to you?"
Positive pride thrives on other's good opinion of themselves. It's actually what it wants - it wants others to feel good about themselves, about their virtues and their accomplishments. Not without any merit, not without work, of course, but positive pride will not go to another and tell them "You have too good of an opinion of yourself".
We fear being called out and pointed at for being "too proud". We're called all sorts of names if we dare shine too bright.
Arrogant, Self-Aggrandizing, Proud, Show-off, Peacock-y, Demonstrative, etc., etc.
We fear that kind of social ridicule by our peers so we keep our heads down and hide our light instead of shining it resplendent.
Like stars voluntarily dimming our light in order not to disturb or outshine others, we hide our true colors, we dull them, and in that we lie.
You can wear your vibrant and saturated colors with humbleness, but you have to wear them, not hide them.
And there are so many agents of the 26th GK not owning their light it makes me cry, like literally cry.
I don't get it how so many people are so afraid of shining that they would hide in a corner and pretend to not be special.
This is a message for everyone, but for the holders of the 26th GK's most of all. The world needs y'all. It needs you to remind all how to shine, to put the spotlight on their gifts and reveal their gifts to them and to the world.
Even if you don't have the energy of the 26th GK in your profile you can still embody it, because GK's are not just individual imprints, but also collective archetypes.
But for those who have the 26th GK in their profile, the ball really is in your court to step up and really shine.
Gather attention and then reflect it back to the others, revealing their gifts, their virtues, their strong points. If you don't, the world will literally be darker, because you're not shining your light.
GK 26 is built for the spotlight, but it is the holder of the spotlight. If you feel drawn to it for any reason, then you're built to be seen by others and recognized by them. But you're also built to see others and give them recognition.
This is the great gift of the 26th GK - PRAISE.
I challenge you to find another gene key which can give praise and glowing remarks better than the 26th.
That's what marketing is - praising the virtues of the product you're promoting, putting your heart into your pitch.
Imagine a different kind of immune system. Instead of T cells that attack viruses and kill them, imagine that the same T cells act as "chargers" of all the cells, using their own light to trigger all the cells around them to "light up" from within.
Now imagine any virus, be it physical, emotional or mental as darkness trying to enter the wide interlinked grid that is our body. As soon as the darkness is spotted, the limited number of T cells goes to an area of the whole grid and releases a burst of their own light, the "wake up call" for the light in all the cells.
The other cells recognize the signal of the light burst and they light up themselves. Millions upon millions of cells one by one light up, like as many stars in the sky, until all the cells are lit up.
Good luck trying to infect this, darkness! You don't stand a chance.
Maybe this is not how our immune system works right now, but who says it's not how it's going to work in a future evolution?
Even if it doesn't end up like that, I think it's a good metaphor for what the gift of the 26th GK can do - its own light when released can trigger others to light up around it.
Just like the 26th gift projects their own shadows and their own faults into others and then acts like it's the other's fault, GK 26 projects their own light into others and through this it also reveals what virtues were already there.
It is not by shaming and criticizing the shadows, flaws or sins of others that we will save this world and make it healthier. That's the old way, and there's a reason it's dying.
It's through lighting others up from within with our own light that we will bring this world to where it needs to be.
Plants without light die, so why should people be different?
Guess what, people of the 26th GK, you have a huge job to do, nothing short of the job of the Sun. You're here to illuminate the others like the sun illuminates all of us.
You are the Sun's rays, you are its light and its brightness. And it is your job to praise others, to reveal their qualities, to pump them up, not in vain, but because there really is greatness in them, greatness you will find and reveal.
But in order to do that, it is you that must get over the fear of being publicly shamed or criticized for "shining too bright".
People who shine too bright have been historically put down. Agreed, some of them were bullies who wanted to be the only one in the room shining. But not all of them were.
If we want a society in which light shines, if we want the dream of the Synarchy to become a reality and not a dream, then guess what, it will be accomplished through the work of the 26th GK.
GK 44, the one of the Synarchy is the Harmonic of the 26th, and forms the channel of the Transmitter in Human Design.
GK 26 is the light that flows through the Synarchy. We are here to build each other up, not tear each other down.
Can GK 26 find flaws, expose them and exploit them? Oh, you better believe it can, it's sly as a fox.
But is this its truest nature?
I don't think so. For the same attribute of cunning and sly-ness can be used to serve the light.
In fighting the darkness, of which there is plenty in the world, we don't just need brute strength, we also need cunning. And this is what GK 26 brings to the table - cunning.
It's here not to outright beat the darkness in a frontal assault, but to outsmart it, to trick it, even to convert it into the light.
I love this gene key and seeing the bad rep it gets and how harshly people daring to express its vibration are judged and criticized really hurts.
But I see Pride, positive pride that is, which is really just self-esteem and self-worth as absolutely necessary for our health as a species.
I dream of a world in which there is no criticism or blame, in which we don't use the cunning of the 26th GK to point flaws or weaknesses in others in order to sick our egos or those of others on the persons we blame.
I dream of a world in which we mainly talk others up, in which we look for their qualities and their virtues with the same cunning we once used to look for their flaws and inadequacies.
But it takes a decision made by each of us: not to hide our light and our cunning, but to use it in order to heal and build others up instead of shame and tear others down.
It will likely not happen in a generation, maybe not even 10. But it has to start somewhere.
And so I ask - why not here? Why not with us?
It costs nothing, we already have our light? So why not use it to make sure we light up others and speak of their virtues and their qualities?
I hope you liked this contemplation.
There is much more to be said about the 26th GK, but I felt this needed to be said sooner rather than later.
Take care!
Catalin Pirvu